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May. 20th, 2020
I woke up feeling rotten today. Not, I have a virus rotten, just a tired, headachy, dehydrated, lazy as f*ck, sort of rotten.
It's tricky.
I realize we are very blessed and in a very good place, even with all the crazy sh*t going on in the world these days. I realize there are folks in much worse shape than we are.
But...
I still want to whine.
I still want to stomp my feet, scrunch up my face, and have a full blown crying, yelling, toddler worthy tantrum.
Ah well. We don't always get what we want.
Instead, I'm trying my damndest to actually get stuff done today and ignore this contradictory mess of restless and lazy energy coursing through me.
And since I have managed to avoid saying anything specific, I'll look back on this post someday and have absolutely no idea what was going on, besides the radically obvious fact of living through an economic shutdown caused by my Country's response to a pandemic.
It's tricky.
I realize we are very blessed and in a very good place, even with all the crazy sh*t going on in the world these days. I realize there are folks in much worse shape than we are.
But...
I still want to whine.
I still want to stomp my feet, scrunch up my face, and have a full blown crying, yelling, toddler worthy tantrum.
Ah well. We don't always get what we want.
Instead, I'm trying my damndest to actually get stuff done today and ignore this contradictory mess of restless and lazy energy coursing through me.
And since I have managed to avoid saying anything specific, I'll look back on this post someday and have absolutely no idea what was going on, besides the radically obvious fact of living through an economic shutdown caused by my Country's response to a pandemic.
